I have no "empire of dirt", nothing close. But broken thoughts I have plenty - those that come with a sense of disconnection that somehow feels like being "still right here". I have been displaced in my life plenty of times, having to mentally rebuild my way to stability on each occasion. Everyone deals with change in different ways, so its not a feeling I expect to be understood. I just have to motor through it. There's plenty to be thankful for. And despite the fact that I feel like I'm in the driver's seat, I cannot seem to move my feet and hit the gas and just, go.



This post isn't doing anything to help. I was hoping it would.